I love shoes. I guess you could say what girl doesn’t, but I hold memories with shoes. I still have the flamingo low pro Vans I was wearing when James kissed me for the first time, in front of the otters at the zoo. Every time I wear them I […]
Yearly Archives: 2017
Am I prepared to encourage myself? Not every day is Lilies. Today is one of those days that starts out amazing and then someone opens their mouth to you and everything starts to sit in the pit of your stomach. If you are like me you immediately start to over […]
Everyday can’t be Freaky Friday… encourage yourself!
Today I feel like a beached whale in a too tight scuba suit, that just ate a bag of chips with a soda. The prednisone bloat – she’s a real bitch. Side effects… the negative lil problems which occur when treatment goes beyond the desired effect, or problems that occur […]
Side effects isn’t just a bad movie about murder – ...
3 Let’s all bloom today… together. Moving into Good Friday and a beautiful Easter holiday; I’m going to let positivity rule my life today. I’m going to let it cradle me, fill me and I’m going to share it with everyone. I woke up today, still feeling a smidge under the […]
Blooming together with positivity, what inspires you?
What would I do without L!? Today I have been racking my mind with what I am/was going to blog about. So I asked her, and she said write about what we talked about this morning. Every morning I talk to L about – well everything – really. Lately I […]
Stop drowning in the Swamp of Sadness, the Neverending Story ...
Staring into space. I can almost feel all of the antibiotics in my body, swishing around – scurrying to fix all the patches in my skin suit. I’ve been sick, I have a lower respiratory bacterial infection. I’ve been sick since Thursday, slept all day Friday – tried to work […]
We need to put our bodies first
Supplements, Supplements and more supplements…. In the quest to not start medicating, I have added new supplements to the mix to help with the, well; everything. Iron, B12, D and C welcome to our home! May you have a pleasant stay here and help me get strong again. May you […]
Like pills in the cabinet, it all comes down to ...
Last night was the first night in a month that I actually slept, through the night – no painsomnia, no waking up from the pain, no tossing and turning. I woke up feeling refreshed, no groggies – no waking up and immediately thinking about when I would get to go […]
Feeling normal, isn’t normal for me…
3 Get rid of that toxic waste! This weekend was a great weekend – with close friends, love, support, and laughs. I went to bed last night feeling completely fulfilled in life. Seeing L and her family/friends reminded me that it’s ok to go through something, and that I am capable […]
I was stuck in a toxic wasteland.
1 Why am I not better today? This question has been swirling through my head since I woke up this morning. Last night I felt like I was drowning, drowning the sea of life with nowhere to swim – I feel like everything is fault and that everything & nothing is […]